where i'm going to live next year...

if you could have them...

why would you settle for me?

jesus christ.

you know i'm only just fifteen, i like to kick, i like to scream;)

evan needs to know.

nothing has changed.
lack of contact is doing my head in.
for once, i am thoroughly enjoying uni.
except i witnessed a real life hammer attack outside of kimo's.
oh yeah, sam is taking me to mexico! maybe...

still losing weight ;)

hard times/busy times.

suprisingly cute.

i can't remember the last time i saw danni or christine. or jo for that matter.
and i can't remember the last time i spoke to evan properly. i wish i acutally knew exactly what was going on in her life.
i only see my housemates as i live with them, apart from weekends spent in hmv.
i haven't even seen sam since saturday and we were just getting used to spending every day together.
all i have now is exams and work.
and pretty soon i won't even be able to do that without the add medication i've been waiting to come through.
but, things with sam are going unbelievably well. oh just the other morning he couldn't sleep, and i was in work at half nine, so he woke up around seven, left me asleep in bed, went to the shop and made me a packed lunch with sandwiches and everything and even breakfast in bed. it was amazing haha. sad.
i'm shit scared about what happens next though. he's going into the marines. i'm moving to france...

jump around?

the man himself!!!111

(lovely bruise on my cheek)

oh yeah, there are 'friends,' and then there are friends.

and i am a wreck.

see what i'm trying to say is...

...you make things, better. and no matter what the day is, with you here...it's better! (gay...)

mmm sam's blood. i was actually up to my elbows in it. the whole thing wasn't even that bad, but the amount of blood and the fact that he was far too wasted to fight back made me freak out a bit. fuckin bouncers...

he's not meeting my mum until his two black eyes go away! :)

i only just realised i had a boyfriend.

and we're going late night christmas shopping. that isn't tea!



how good!